F@cKeR!!
Friday, September 05, 2003
It's been a long time
I haven't updated for like a month... Maybe it was beause i was so busy with school and the gym. I was reading my past entries, and it made me realize that i was so bitter!! and so cynical... Anyways, i don't know if i'm past that, but i am trying now. I've built my life now on my friends, the gym, robinsons, and school. A lot of things happended actually the past month. Too many to mention, but an important thing that i will be doing now is changing myself. Not to fit other people's expectations of me, but change into what i want. I was watching Legally blonde 2 which i found quite good, and i was inspired. How many times have i not spoken out and told people what i really wanted? How many times have i lost my voice, my right to speak out? Anyways, with that in mind, i've decided to change my image.
As vain as this would sound... i'm going to try to look generic, but not really be generic. hehe. I'm sticking to plain shirts now...
Oh you guys should see me now... i'm getting little cuts on my stomach it's so cute. hehe...l I just feel so proud of myself... Well dapat lang, i go to the gym 5 times a week.
anyways, i miss my friends... i haven't seen my LHC friends, except nat, for like forever...
I will try to change...
